Voyage of Discovery

When will this journey of chaos end

All through these years, I have been  searching for something deep inside

Like maggots, fear and anxiety attacked my inner self,

And ruined my courage

Now in great agony, I live

Tormented between cleaved 

 soul and flesh,

I carry an unhappy heart inside

They say, follow your heart

I tried hard to convince myself

It was strange when my emotions crossed the borders of my body

I was uncertain about my feelings

I felt like an abandoned soul,

with a broken heart

Slowly, I gather the courage to express

my real self,

 buried for long years, not anymore 

Too stagnated in the gutters

of confusion and chaos

I recognized a soul in this suffocating body

My quest for finding the real me trapped in the wrong body reached the peak

And here begins the voyage,

The real voyage of discovery